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OMG. Just checked my cbox and saw a comment from someone named Sydney who is also a Bill Kaulitz fan! I almost died. You have NO idea how hard it is to find TH fans here. There is only one girl I can talk about Bill to, and she'll agree with me and say how hot he is and stuff, and that is Tash the Great One (aka my BFF)! XD

Ahh, I ♥ her.

In a friend-friend way =3. She's always so HYPER! Like omggg, seriously. Luckily I'm hyper now too. You know, it's like Tash and I SHARE THE SAME BRAIN. Or at least our brains are kind of connected.

→נιαуυ← says:
HALLO

Tasн: sunkissed says:
HIII

Tasн: sunkissed says:
EXACTLY

Omg. I feel so flattered. Well, not really coz if Chow Shu doesn't think Bill is pretty, she doesn't have good taste (no offense!), which means what she said was just a lie. Coz you have to agree with me, Bill is beautiful. I can't understand why some people don't think so. He's gorgeous.

And you have to watch this. This 36-year-old lady is married and has 2 kids, and yet she's so obsessed about TH (especially Bill) she puts them above her family. Her son said Bill looked like a fag (grrrr!) and you know what she said? "He's just jealous because he isn't as pretty as Bill."

O_O HER SON!! What a horrible woman! I know Bill is so utterly irresistible and all, but she's married!!

Tokio Hotel Fan So in Love? Very Shocking!



Now thank God you don't have a mom like her. It'd be wonderful if my mom liked TH, but if she was this lady... X.X

Oh, and Ryan just sent me the pics of the memory verse paper (see Jan 22, 2009 post). He was on holiday or something =.=''. Oh well. Better late than never.

So... think we have nice handwriting? XD (I wrote "aka Sarah See", just FYI. I love Sarah's handwriting!)

Ahh... I must take a shower coz it's like 9:25 PM now. But I don't want to. I wanna be a smelly girl! =P

I hope you didn't take me seriously there. =X

He's crying now. There's one more hamster left. He should have checked on his hamster more often. I'm going to the movies soon so I might edit this post later.

I told Tash about cheeky, pervy little (or not-so-little) Tom. She invited me into a convo with Thai Hsin and we were discussing what present Thai Hsin should get for some girl. Tash and I weren't being serious, so we asked him to write something pervy in German (watch video 1) but didn't tell him what it meant. Then later we told him and he was like, O_O wth?! Hahaha. Epic epic, as Tash likes to say.

I feel so horribly jealous of Bill. My cousin Keong Keong or however you spell his name keeps calling him a she-man. =.='' ... I like saying "pervy". Lol.

Bill Kaulitz feat. Georg: "Tom sieht richtig scheiße aus!"
P.S. In the original video, Bill really said, "Oh, Tom looks really stupid here."

Bill Loves Babies! OMG! >< He's So Cute! So Cute! So Cute!

Bill Says "I Love You" to Tom!! OMGGGGG~ Bill is the Cutest Boy in the World XD

Then he really did turn off the wireless! Of all the nerve! I pretended not to notice and continued reading Sarah See's blog, but I was really seething inside. So I read it for a while more, then went outside to tell his mom, who was talking with my mom and one other lady who has a really cute baby girl named Debbie.

Omg. Debbie is sooooo adorable! >< I told my mom I hoped that Debbie's mom would pinch her nose, so my mom told the mom. Gosh I wish my mom pinched MY nose when I was young. I feel really bad about my stupid nose. Bill's nose is gorgeous. So nice and high and straight and pointy.


It's so frustrating!! *tears out hair*

1:01 PM
 





My pet in Pet Society, Prinzessin Kæli (pronounced "kee-lee"). I don't know how some people manage to get so much money in Pet Society.

Ugh. I've been on my laptop for practically the whole day now. There goes my eyesight.

This is a convo I had with my innocent cousin Rachel several days ago.

Me: Do you believe in Santa Claus?

Rachel: Yes.

Me: Do you believe in mermaids?

Me: But do you believe in mermaids?

Rachel: Yes...?

Me: Okay. Do you believe in fairies?

Rachel: No.

Me: Why not? They're real, you know

Rachel: Promise?

Me: *ignores question* I saw one before.

Rachel: Really?

She believes in them now. I'm not going to burst her bubble coz she's still young and I should let her enjoy believing in imaginary things while she still does. I mean, when I was 8 I believed in Peter Pan after watching the movie with Jeremy Sumpter in it. I lay in bed at night and was like thinking, When is he coming? I hope he's still coming. I know the windows are shut but he can always knock. Hurry up, Peter. When are you... zzzzz...

He never came. It's so sad. 

9:39 PM

In IMVU (a graphic instant messaging client -- like MSN but you have avatars and you can dress them up and make them move around in rooms and stuff) there are rooms that you can just join, with max 10 people in it. So today I joined a room called "Emo High School".


Later...

Me: Oh. Well at least we can talk about Bill now! I'm so hyper!

Later...


Omg. That guy was pretty nice though, and I could talk about Bill to him! Gosh. I can't talk to Bill to anyone in real life except Sarah See, so anyone will do really! I mean, I can to other people but they can't relate to it because they either think Bill is gay, hate him, or don't have celebrity crushes so they don't know how I feel. I thank God for Sarah.


Uh. Are all guys who call people "hunni" gay? I'm just wondering. And someone in the room played 2 songs (Ich Hab Keine Lust and one other song) by Rammstein and everyone in the room was forced to listen to it or mute their speakers, and the people were really mean about it and yelling at the guy to shut it off (but he didnt until after 3 or 4 songs).  I wasn't very mean because for some reason one of the songs made me laugh. I thought it was like a mixture of opera + techno + disco music or something, but then someone said it was metal.

So that's metal. Huh. I wonder why Bill likes them (Rammstein).

Oh, and also on IMVU, in the same room, this other guy from Germany (Germany!) said that he would like to come to Malaysia! I was like, "You've heard of it?" And he said of course, he saw it all the time on TV.

Omg! Maybe Tokio Hotel know/knows where Malaysia is then! I know Westlife do, they mentioned Kuala Lumpur in one of their songs.

I bought Tokio Hotel Caught on Camera (Deluxe Edition) yesterday from www.amazon.ca! Yay yay yay yay yay! I hope it arrives really quickly and safely. I hope they put bubblewrap coz DVDs can get damaged otherwise. I paid extra to choose "Expedited International Shipping: 2-4 weeks".

Ryan has not sent me the pictures yet, so you will have to wait. =.='' I brought some delicious dark cherries to school today and me and my friends at them. I had really horrible purple teeth and purple lips when I ate them. It was so funny. Lovelovelove cherries.

Horrible thing happened today. I was running down the ramp (oh, so naughty, so naughty!) when I saw something sleek and black skidding downwards. It took a second for me to realize it was my phone. It's working perfectly fine, but there are ugly silver scratches on its shiny black surface now. Let this be a lesson to you: DO NOT RUN DOWN THE RAMP! I should have listened to the teachers.


My phone, my phone, my beloved baby darling (pfft, just kidding)! I'm so sorry!



Okay, you can't really see the scratches here but the scars are there and that's all that matters... And doesn't Bill look breathtaking here? Typical of him to look so drop-dead gorgeous. This is his new haircut, and it's the BEST one so far. Even my mom agrees he looks good with his hair, and she even asked me to send the pic to her! Omg!!
 

My mom hung up some lanterns outside in the backyard for Chinese New Year. It's kinda creepy coz you can't turn them off, and they give off this really red light. So even when I close my curtains, at night when I sleep the red light filters through my pink curtains, and you can see a reddish glow outside. I told my mom it looks like the fiery pits of hell outside when the curtains are drawn coz of the eerie red glow, but she just called me crazy. I was really scared of sleeping in my room the first night she hung the lanterns up, but I don't really mind it that much now...
 

Chinese New Year next week! Unfortunately for people who go to my school, we have a lousy 2-day holiday while everyone else has a whole week off, or even 10 days off (like my bros). So sad, so sad. And unsurprisingly, I failed my scales trial exam thing. My teacher told me not to be nervous coz it makes you play worse.

Me: Oh. I get it... But it's sooooo cute!

She then proceeded to tell me about when she went to a museum in Australia. There was a library inside full of those kind of dolls, and it was very quiet inside... She must've been creeped out, but I'm in love with dolls now. I wanted to set one Bill doll pic as my desktop wallpaper, but the pic was so huge, it looked a leeeettle bit creepy. So I didn't.

PaulMae told me someone's doll cried blood, and the doll woke the person up to ask if he/she would play with it. I don't believe it, but she insists that it's true. I wish she didn't tell me that. It's a bit creepy.

Me: It's not as *phelgm-sound*-y as Dutch. Sometimes they [the Germans] pronounce it as "sh" instead. (I read a German phrasebook in the library, and it says sometimes "ich" and "dich" and "whatever-ich" sounds like "sh" instead because of some reason that I forgot.

I sooooo wantwantwant to make dolls but I don't think there are classes for it! NONONONONONOOOO!!

In school we have to memorize memory verses every month, and when you're done, you write your name on a piece of paper stuck on the door. So guess what Sarah See and I wrote?

Yep, you guessed it: Mrs. Bale ♥ and Mrs. Kaulitz ♥♥ (we really did draw the hearts).But Mr. Kevin came over and asked us about it and stuff... Well, not really, coz there was something wrong with his voice today. So we just changed it to "Mrs. Bale ♥ aka Sarah" and "Mrs. Kaulitz ♥♥ aka Jiayu". Wahahaha. Ryan took pics and he'll send them to me tomorrow.
Billy Bill Billy Bill Bill. I have Bill's name on my bag: Billabong. Hahahaha. Sarah See knows when I'm thinking of Bill when I smile into the air for no reason at all when we're eating lunch at school.

Click here to see more pictures (pictures by † Vampir die Mitternacht † on Flickr)

SOOOOO CUTEEEE!!! That is the most beautiful doll ever. And his eyes can actually move! By a lever somewhere on him, I think. I want it/him sooo badly. I was like super sad just now and went all zombie-ish coz I couldn't have the doll. That girl, Vampir die Mitternacht, is incredibly lucky. So lucky. Freakishly lucky. Amazingly lucky. The cutest doll in the world is her baby! Oh gosh!

My mom says that it doesn't look like him but I dunno what's wrong with her eyesight. It looks like him and him only, who else could it look like?

Click here to go to The Valley of the Dolls website, the premier site for Pullip dolls (Taeyang dolls are the male version or something, but they're the same thing). So gorgeous. I have a new ambition. I'm going to make dolls!! You can actually make Pullip dolls yourself, but I don't know how.

Bill, ich liebe dich! I want the doll! I want the doll!!

*sob*

At YuWen's house yesterday (YuWen, 8, F. ShiHao, 15, M. ShiWei, 13, M.)

ShiHao: You forgot one thing.

Me: What?

ShiHao: BALL IMPLANTS!!

ShiHao, ShiWei, YuWen: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BALL IMPLANTS HAHAHA!
Me: He already has them, what does he want that for?

ShiHao: He only has one!

Me: Why??

ShiHao: Coz he's half-and-half (half-male half-female)! Hahahaha!

My gosh. Anyways, you'll never believe what I found. I found an article about Manglish, the version of English we Malaysians speak here in Malaysia, Asia, the World, the Galaxy, the Universe!!

Click here to read it. Here's the first 2 paragraphs:

OMG, it even has other Manglish particles that are so famous here in Malaysia! For example: lah, nah, meh, liao, dy/ady/edy, le, one/wan -- e.g. "Why you so like that wan?" (OMG?!?!)! And also action (show-off), blur, pai-seh, beraking (pooping), foo yoh, syok, die/finish/gone/habis/sei, etc. And also what. Example: "You never give me also what!" And "where got". Even "bladibarsket", which I have never heard of before.

And just in case you wanted to know, the trial exam went horribly. My brain malfunctioned that day. I think it short-circuited. Tragic.
 

Yesterday

Me: ... I'm not sure if it includes his hair or not.

Rachel S: BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
Me: ... lol?

Me: What? Why -- no!!

I showed my mom and bros how to edit pics in Photobucket, and my mom made me edit one of my pictures and make the nose and eyes really small. I looked like a monkey. It was so freaky. We were laughing like crazy.

So I edited a picture of JQ and our cousin Rachel at Club Med.

Cute eh?

This is a conversation I had with Emily and Emily's 9-year-old cousin Julius yesterday night. I think you should be able to tell when Emily's typing and when Julius is. And just so you know, I am not so conceited as the convo below might suggest, I was just kidding about the "beautiful butterfly" and stuff. And I am not that mean either. I was also kidding. Half-kidding, at least. It was fun at first, but then he got just plain annoying. And also I cut some parts out cause it was so long.

WARNING: This post is really long but it shows how annoying and rude some little kids can be. I was like that once. I called my cousin's painting ugly when I was like 5 or 6.